Classical Kiss Pt.2

Found this on http://libraryvixen.tumblr.com/ forgive me if i am too lazy to go out and look for the source ...

Confusion

It's long road, to heaven
and i am just running the wrong way

it's short breath, this life
and i am just smoking it all away

it's a two way street, this love
and i am still looking for a greeting passerby

it's a fake crown, this money
and i am throwing it away like a king

it's a dirty mess, this game
and i am following no rules today

it's a cool defiance, this breakout
and i am beginning to get scared already

it's a calming happiness, this silence
and i am mad i didn't do this sooner.

(i know pretty much obscure *shrugs*)